(written June 14, 2014)
Ok test are all going great and ultrasounds (yes 's') all are showing very good things.
I had some early bleeding and went to the hospital, they did an ultrasound and it showed we were most definitely pregnant and though there was bleeding things were OK. The next week I got my scheduled ultrasound and it was far enough into the pregnancy that there was a heartbeat! There was still bleeding around the sack but things were good. Again they wanted to see me next week. That was this Monday, surprise the bleeding wasn't true bleeding it was a twin passing away.
WE WERE PREGNANT WITH TWINS!
I am defiantly sad and heartbroken for the loss. I am happy too though, because every time I am been pregnant with multiples I have gotten an end result of a baby. I am looking forward to Christmas in so many more ways no with anticipation and fear.
I am starting to get sick, on top of my Mixed Connective Tissue Disease, its pregnancy sick. The morning sickness, silly enough I look forward to every morning, and the feeling of unease.
I am still nervous and will be until this baby is in my arms healthy and breathing.
Looking forward to letting you know how things are going with this new adventure. Also life with the four other munchkins and how we are always living and loving.